The last leaf

This site will tell everything about the things we do in our life, interestingly.

Hype over an ideal face — November 25, 2018

Hype over an ideal face

There’s always some dispute over how to look and how not to. I always feel agitated by this whole dogma of girls which I see, occasionally, around me loaded with unnecessary minute detailing of the facial features of every other person. Listening these made me like that too. Although, I am not in favor of this much too, yet, I end up observing what people are wearing, their personality and way of carrying themselves wherever I go. I like to observe people’s faces too. You can say I am interested in physiognomy (study of human’s personality, their outer experience, especially their face). But it’s the other way round.

Every person has some sort of strange likes and dislikes*.

If we talk about an average Indian face it should be like big protruding (people say I have frog’s eyes, LOL, jokes apart), not droopy, outspoken, round almond shaped eyes. Long lashes (naturally, of course), open wide watching into other’s (pun intended).

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Big eyes are a boon (it looks flattering when laden with make-up or highlighted) and a boom too (almost you’ll hear it from every now and then. Hey! You’ve got so big eyes. Well yes, I know). Going down, if we talk about nose, it is what enhances or destroys any person’s features. It’s very important. A well-shaped nose, straight, pointed, thin is what asked for (who they haven’t, opt for the RHINOPLASTY). Then come to lips, an ideal perfect lips should be fuller to its brim, pouted, with not too expanded end and not too protruding. People think a long neck is the beautiful and essential part. A well-shaped, thin, long, like a vessel just reflects ‘wow factor’. But, the reality is some have these or some may not. We should never judge, comment or throw lucid remarks on anyone. It would, may be, deteriorate their self-respect. There are lot of body shaming, racism in all over the world. Instead of focusing on that matter, we should focus on some more other serious issues which needs to be focused.

Features and faces are God given. We should be thankful for what we have instead of making no bones about it. Observing and writing is my work because a writer is what meant for. So, it’s kinda little physiognomy I did on people’s faces just to tell people out there not to judge them by their appearance.

*watch out people! Share your strange habits you like or dislike.


Disclaimer: This short article is meant for awareness of people that how and what is going on in this world and in INDIA. Nothing more than that.



Ego!!!!@@# — November 3, 2018


I don’t know what kind of mentality people develop when they are egoistic. It’s quiet  undigested on my part because I never aspired to be one. It’s not a thing to be aspired for. There are peoples I have come across in my life who are full of ego. They just don’t want to put themselves down at any cost. They have this sick mentality of not saying SORRY. The word ”sorry” holds lot of importance but the people have loosen it’s grip over the years. They just don’t know what and when to say it.

The egoistic person doesn’t even know that the SORRY word even exist. They tarry all those works what is said to them. These all facts I am telling are true as I am my self the seeress of these facts. Egoistic people mostly combine their selfish behavior with PROCRASTINATION. They would procrastinate every now and then. They would not even pay heed to that negative aspect. I would rather like to be aloof from them. It’s a complete no-no to spend your day with those kind of peoples.

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There were times when I used to apologize on every matter, but now after recognizing the fact that it’s not at all improving their so-called egoism, then I thought better avoid that.

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Girls are more into this, no doubt! although I am a girl too but I am not biased.

I have decided to not just care at all towards them, though, it’s a little difficult but I am trying my bit. The biggest turn-off of my life is ”EGOISTIC PEOPLE” and I would better love to cut myself from them forever and ever and ever. Then only, my friend, life will be happier and you would be able to live peacefully.

There were times when I felt those blinding shadows of negativity of these mindsets disturbing me each day. I felt my life has become rut. but, sooner than later, I changed my track and mounted on the highest crag of the happiness. The azure above the head always reminds me that there’s bad people but there’s good people too. It’s very important for us to surround ourselves with good vibes. This thing will only help in exceeding peace in greatest extent.  It will made us believe the look  which is made of all ‘SWEET ACCORD’. Then only the life shines brightly like an OPAL.  Good people are a kind of benediction in itself. We should cherish that.

These people surely deserve some ”egotistical congratulatory GIFs”. haha!!

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What’s your biggest turn-off guys. Must express through your comments.

Examination (A CURSE)? — October 24, 2018

Examination (A CURSE)?

Examinations are always so fussy. I don’t know why and who created this system. I just finished my first ”Sessional exams” which lasted for the whole month. Its too long, isn’t it? I mean the whole exam lasted for a month, and, at the end, I was so dog-tired that I slept for two- three days. I never liked exams at first hand. Its a very disgusting system although I know that it’s very important. It helps evaluating our capabilities, what we studied and understood. I understand, but still I abhor it completely. I never liked the concept of sitting in an examination hall for 3 hours. It’s so exhausting. sitting continuously and writing non-stop what you have studied and stored in your brain. First of all, my memory power is not so sharp so I tend to forget things on a daily basis, LET ALONE THE CHAPTERS OF THE COURSE BOOK. According to me, I think, its good to understand the concepts clearly, and, read as much as much as you can before the exams. Its a clever tip(wink). Apart from that, If you cram the lessons then it would deceive at the very important time. So better understand the concepts.

It’s natural we feel so when we finished our preparation for the exams, as if we know nothing and all forgot. This feeling KILLS, literally. I only get calm when finally I sit on my bench and start writing, writing, and writing. exams GIF


Its always a very hurtful work because we have to write continuously, not a second’s rest. (later, my fingers CRUNCH, and TWITCH, and CRACK and what-not).

All in all when ever my exams get over I feel on top of the world although next one is already in line to come up soon, yet, i have lil’ relief, as of now. I would watch movies unstoppable, and do whatever I want to do MAN. GOSH! I am pretending as if I have conquered the Mount Everest. haha! IT IS ACTUALLY LIKE THAT.

P.S: Must share your views and experiences regarding exams. Mine are not in good taste.

So much ”FUSS” — September 25, 2018

So much ”FUSS”

Why there’s so much fuss about right and wrong? Does a person has no right to speak about others fault? I know there are some conditions regarding that which should be kept in mind while speaking. I always feel I should not speak much because it brings lot of problems too along with it. There are times I feel I should zip my mouth completely and there are times I feel like speaking up all the time. I am confused which is correct and what to choose.

Some days before in my college ‘whatsapp group’ I messaged something which I think shouldn’t. I got a photocopy of notes from one of my classmates. The same photocopied notes were circulated in all over the class, so, I picked one too. When at home I looked in to study I was shocked to find out there were innumerable mistakes (very basic and silly mistakes) which made my eyes wide open and shocked. I was confused yet nonplussed about this whole situation. I was not even able to read it let alone memorize, so I decided to correct it first. I took a pen and started correcting all the mistakes. It took me whole 15 minutes to complete. Later, when I went through the pages it was all so chaotic. I felt it should be told to the people in group.

Even I wasn’t aware who wrote this whole notes. I clicked a pic and put it in the watsapp group and marked below that ‘WORK OF B.ED STUDENT, SO MANY MISTAKES’’.

This very thing clicked the mind of the students and just comments started pouring in. All pointed only at me for no solid reason. I still can’t conceptualize the fact that I was wrong. I mean, I am going to be a professional teacher, all educated and I learnt from this profession that a teacher’s job is to correct others. Mostly teachers do that in front of the whole class. I also did that. I corrected her in front of the students. May be, if I would have known her personally, then, I would have told her privately. It’s another side of the coin. All behaved so opinionated that I was filled with wrath. There were so silly mistakes that it showed she was not aware of the etiquettes of the basic ‘ENGLISH LANGUAGE’ which is mandatory if she is doing such a professional course such as ‘B.ED’. ‘’IT’S COMPLETELY OK TO NOT BE SO PERFECT IN THIS LANGUAGE’’ yet she paid no heed and stupidly and without correcting her all pointed out on me. I only corrected her for herself but not for the fact of insulting her. I even wasn’t aware that she has studied from ‘’Hindi Medium’’. I respect all languages and all class of people but the idea of correcting someone and accepting one’s fault far yet to understand among these students. Two days the debate went on and finally I decided to write an apologia for highlighting her mistakes publically (although, all students were aware of the fact that there were way too much mistakes to read and learn. Yet their thought was that we all can correct in our privacy and study instead of pointing at her publicly).

‘’BUT I FELT OTHERWISE’’.  My idea was to make the girl aware of her faults so that she may take care in future. It’s her loss and others too whose English is not as much perfect. Maybe, many would have read it as it is wrong. ‘WHO KNOWS’! (And I was angry because it wasted my precious time in correcting the notes).

Although INDIA is a democratic country, I don’t feel so. People emerge from nowhere and without any reason to fight. ‘’AND I FEEL LIKE BECOME BLIND NEXT TIME WHENEVER I SEE ANY FAULT’’.fairly odd parents whatever GIF

I want to hear from you audience what you think regarding this ‘’CORRECTING SCENE’’ which happened to me. Lovely comments awaited.

Anne Frank — September 16, 2018

Anne Frank

is (2)

I read her, felt her

in those inner cores of my heart.

she moved me, realized me

those unhappy moments

who made her life wretched.

she was soppy, whose life broken

into smithereens,

she longed to be freed

but was caught because of her creed.

I got to know her,

but very late

with no feeling so great.

but I think,

that’s the fate.

she became illuminous when it

wasn’t necessary,

she was anonymous


she shouldn’t.

what an irony!

but alas!

it’s the destiny.

her imprints are posted

on my heart,

clinging me firmly

she wont go, I know.

she is alive,

and here to dive

in this world

in people’s heart

through her words

through her love

through her diary.

A weirdly boastful man — April 11, 2018
Mother — March 2, 2018


If I define her in simple words, she can be  easily explainable, although, words fall short to elaborate her in anyway. She is the most amiable person to live with. One doesn’t need any extra ability to allay her nerves. She is assuaged in herself. Most of the time ever she fights she always remain adamant on her decisions and then I dont get any audacity to abolish it. Mostly we fight on trivial and stupid things which mean so useless. But, I consider this fight as our one of the loving gestures to each other. She cooks marvellous that it become unwilling to resist oneself. But these days she has confined me to the limited means of eating. I still disturb her like a child sometimes for something sweet to eat in the evening, and, she always coax me like a small child. It really one of the difficult works of the world to resist from her hand-made palatable delicacies. I always cherish this quality of her.

She has an amazing sense of knowledge stored in her mind, which, I think she not want to show anyone. Anytime if I ever have fallen into a pit she picked me up. She has lot of vehemence for doing something great because she is a voracious reader. I sometimes feel that if would have been little like her it would have made me so better a person. I still have a lot to learn from her. She is the ultimate guidance for me. That’s not to be mentioned a very, sweet, vivacious, lovely and kind lady (my mother). Love you to the moon and back.